My pal George at Ninjabetic.com said it’s NO D-Day, so I will not post about the topic that shall not be named !!
So here is a post about pregnancy and how I am getting anxiety closer to my due date!
I have to say I thought I would be blogging a lot more about my pregnancy but, it has been amazingly boring. I wish I had more to report but, whenever I go to the OB doctor he tells me everything is right on schedule and baby is doing fantastic. (lets knock on wood it stays this way)
But, now that I am getting much closer to my due date, I am having major anxiety about birth and being a mother. Not that I have it all day long or anything, just mainly at night. Ya know, when I TRY to go to sleep.
My mind goes crazy and I honestly feel as though I am actually talking to myself. LOL
Its like all of a sudden I realized I will be responsible for another human being in a couple of weeks? Like, holy crap….Me a mom? Am I ready for this? Will I drop him on his head? Will I know how to change a diaper? Will the stench of his poop make me want to vomit?
I am also dreaming about giving birth and it scares the crap out of me. Is it going to hurt? Is something bad going to happen to me or the baby? Do I need a c-section? Will I want to kill my husband ? LOL
Am I going crazyyyy???????
I guess what I really want to know is, moms did you feel like this before birth?