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October 1st, 2012

My pal George at Ninjabetic.com said it’s NO D-Day, so I will not post about the topic that shall not be named !!


So here is a post about pregnancy and how I am getting anxiety closer to my due date!

I have to say I thought I would be blogging a lot more about my pregnancy but, it has been amazingly boring. I wish I had more to report but, whenever I go to the OB doctor he tells me everything is right on schedule and baby is doing fantastic. (lets knock on wood it stays this way)

But, now that I am getting much closer to my due date, I am having major anxiety about birth and being a mother. Not that I have it all day long or anything, just mainly at night. Ya know, when I TRY to go to sleep.

My mind goes crazy and I honestly feel as though I am actually talking to myself. LOL

Its like all of a sudden I realized I will be responsible for another human being in a couple of weeks? Like, holy crap….Me a mom? Am I ready for this? Will I drop him on his head? Will I know how to change a diaper? Will the stench of his poop make me want to vomit?

I am also dreaming about giving birth and it scares the crap out of me. Is it going to hurt? Is something bad going to happen to me or the baby? Do I need a c-section? Will I want to kill my husband ? LOL

Am I going crazyyyy???????

I guess what I really want to know is, moms did you feel like this before birth?

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2 Responses to “Anxiety!!!”

  1. Colleen Says:

    Some replies:
    Yes, you’re ready!
    No, you won’t drop him.
    Diaper changing – you’ll get so you can do it in your sleep.
    Nope – first poops aren’t so bad.

    No, you’re not going crazy – that happens when they turn 16 :)

  2. Pat Says:

    As the parent of a 9 and 3 year old as well as being a pediatrician, I really worried that I would make some horrible parenting mistake. Kids are pretty indestructible. All you can do is try to do what’s best for them and things will turn out just fine.

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